Stop condemning yourself or allowing the devil to condemn you, because their is no condemnation to you in Christ Rom8:1 and if you would believe His love, you would see the Holy Spirit convincing you of your righteousness in God John16:7-11, for vs.10 was referring to us as believers and not the world. Also by believing the love Jesus has for you, you would be activating His Grace in your life, which would engender your liberty in Him and His deliverance would be able to manifest in you where you are. The devil understands that Gods love can shield a believer and set you free, thus he tries to deceive you into thinking that God is perpetually angry with you which is a lie. For God already said He would be merciful to your unrighteousness, your sins and iniquities He would remember no more Heb.8:12 that is the new covenant we belong to. Now if He said that and we know He is a faithful God 1Cor.1:9 who cannot lie Numbers 23:19, why can’t we believe Him.
You see, the Holy Spirit speaking through Paul said, “where sin abounds, Grace does much more abound” Rom.5:20. This is not a licence for sinning rather it is a declaration of assurance by God that when we are in sin or struggling with sin, Gods Grace is always abundant towards us to set us free from its hold and entanglements in our life’s. For if we run from God in condemnation we abide still in the sin Jesus shed His blood to severe us from but when we come boldly to the throne of Grace there we obtain mercy and find Grace to help us out of our predicament in time of need and that is Gods perfect will for our life’s Heb.4:16.
Therefore, believe His love, receive His Grace and your liberty from that sin and addiction is sure because that love would destroy the devils hold over you and keep you away from sinning.